Today was like...so awesome. First off....the main blogdrive page is scary...anyway...i got dressed up and made myself all pretty like...and yea....i suddenly got too lazy to type...so i continue tomorrow...

KIERAN IS MY SEXY LOVER AND HE AND I HAVE 48 KIDS AND MORE IN THE MAKING!! BEAT THAT ROXY!!

~*~Stefi~*~

dude...the dance was awesome....everyone was staring at me...no one thought i'd wear my renaissance dress....they all doubt me....tisk tisk tisk.....i had like.....4 or 5 stalkers or more there....lol....everyone commented on my dress....dude...it was so awesome....neither kieran or kevin are my lovers any more....i have a new lover...MILLER!! you are so awesome! we will be awesome together...lol

you know...everyone insists i have a chance with **him**...but...everyone that insists is just my friends and they're just saying that...and i told them that and they say "no honestly you do have a chance" but i dont...i really dont...and i told them...they're gonna get my optimism up so high...and then i tell him that i like him and/or ask him out...and.....then all my optimism's gonna get shattered...i just know it....and those of you who think otherwise...i'll prove it to you...once i work up enough courage...IF i work up enough courage...

plus....there are gonna be soooo many rumors going around the school on monday.....i can guarentee it....also ruining my chances with **him**

yea....thats about it...

MILLER'S MY LOVER!!!

~*~Stefi~*~

W00T! I added music to my bloggage! Whee!! I'm so proud of myself. Tehe. I'll prolly change the music by next week tho. Tehe.

Ta Ta For Now!

~*~Stefi~*~

Posted by EyeOfTheStorm06 @ 10/28/2004 06:12 PM PDT
jwtf no one mentions me in their blogs anyy no one lurves me :'-( and boys will so attack back just watch

i'm still bored...my daddy's still not home with my homework yet...and it seems as if my best friends life is falling apart just cause i wasnt in school for one day...anyway...i stole this from roxy's blog

~Name 5 Roles You'd Eventually Love To Play~
1) Elphaba-Wicked (never gonna happen)
2) Belle-Beauty and the Beast (never gonna happen)
3) Veruca(sp?)-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (otherwise known as Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory) (probably not gonna happen
4) Nala-Lion King (prolly never gonna happen)
5) Ariel/Anenome-Little Mermaid (never gonna happen)


~Name 4 of Your Favorite Roles Already Played~
1) Clara-Little Mermaid-AP
2) Dead Guy With A Beard That Played The Clarinet-Fiddler on the Roof-SMS
3) Leper #1/Interviewer #10-Jesus Christ Superstar-SYPOW
4) Mrs. Yellow Foot-Annie Get Your Gun-SMS

~Name 3 New Friends You Made Through Theater~

1) JESS!
2) Emily
3) Lexi

~Name 2 of Your Favorite Directors~
1) Debbie
2) Mrs.Cohen

thats all for now

Adios!

~*~Stefi~*~

yes...i'm bored...i stayed home from school today due to a sickness...*sigh* and i'm bored...and missing him...and waiting for my daddy to come home with my homework....and roxy's currently looking at my blog....and i stole this survey from my sister's blog.....cept...i left out all of those "lovely" words *coughjesscough* tehe...here ya go: (its a relatively short one dont worry)

1.WHATS ON YOUR MIND NOW?
i really have to pee so why am i not in the bathroom? oh yea *eats another saltine* yumm...thats why

2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
bli...thru my 'puter...currently its Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

3. COMPLETE THIS SENTENCE: THE WORLD NEEDS...
Stefi.

4. MODEL OF YOUR CELLPHONE? 
i dunno...its a virgin mobile kyocera or somethin like that...one of those pay as you go phones 

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
*chomp* *chew* saltines :-D

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
PURPLE!!--ish

7. WHAT DO YOU DO DURING YOUR CHILL TIME?
eat saltines....IM people....daydream....all that loverly stuff

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Alex....who else?

9. THE FIRST THING YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU SEE THE OPPOSITE SEX?
it depends....

10. AUTO OR MANUAL CAR? 
uhh...i dunno? 

11. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
i dunno....my birthday as long as its on a weekday cause i love comin into school with my hair up like it never is and ribbons in my hair and yea

12. FAVORITE PLACE?
my dreams

13. FAVORITE SPORTS?
dont have any but if you made me pick one i'd have to say procrastination

14. DO U WEAR CONTACTS? 
nope....you can't put stickers on contacts now can you? ;-) :-D 

15. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? 
two older one younger...thats more info than you need to know

16. THE BEST WAY YOU HAVE TO RELEASE PRESSURE? 
uhmm.....cry about it/ talk to friends thru IM/phone

17. THINGS I HATE MOST?
people who hate you when you never did anything to them

18. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT BEING A GIRL/ BOY?
uhmm...being able to kick/punch/hit/clap/hurt guys and them not being able to do anything back ;-) :-D O:-)

19. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY?
DISNEY!!!! need i say more?

20. MY BEST FRIENDS ARE: 
AWESOME!

21. CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS? 
chocolate flowers :-D 

22. WHEN IM STUCK IN A JAM...
i eat peanut butter

23. Text OR Call.. 
call! so much easier, quicker, and people dont get 'fused 

24. IF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME, YOU WOULD... 
go back to sixth grade and go back to liking guys that didnt like me 

25. IN YOUR WALLET, YOU HAVE... 
hot topic card, library card, student id card, outdated gs membership card, pennies with printed images on them, five million ticket stubs from everywhere...not just movies or plays, oh...and a few singles and some change 

26. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER...
its still that windows xp one cause this is a new puter and i've been too lazy to change it

27. FAVORITE BOARD GAME/s? 
uhm....i dunno....i like scrabble...i guess 

28. FAVORITE SMELLS? 
vanilla

29. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU THINK OF BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP? 
him

30. THINGS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
him....friends....music...my voice....family...shleter, food, water, etc...

31. YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE??
uhmm... "Don't settle for the one you can live with. Wait for the one you can't live without." ~ Anonymous

Well that was fun...

BTW Nikki....pieces of me is on bli right now:-p lol...still can't hear this without thinkin about you :-D

Adios!

~*~Stefi~*

Dude! Window painting was sooo awesome! Whee!! I painted Mickey Mouse in a Fantasia costume.
If any of you people are going through town, look at Mother Goose Toys! I made the Mickey Mouse
Yea. I think that's it for now.

I need to talk to Nikki. But she's not on. And I don't feel like calling her. I also don't know her phone
number so I can't call her. Oh well.

I guess I'll drown my sorrows of no Nikki-ness in apple crumb cake. It's SOOO good!

Dude, why am I typing in all proper grammar like?

KARL'S WATCHING THE LLAMA CHANNEL!!! Hehe. Sorry. My brother's watching Jimmy Neutron.

Nikki! When you get on I need to talk to you! However, I'll probably talk to you before you read this.

GO SEE MICKEY MOUSE!!!!

~*~Stefi~*~

he's dumped....and i'm single....and i have to pee.....and now i'm off to attempt to win james's heart.....after i pee....i doubt i have any chance with him....but you never know until you try...right? right. only thing i'm not willing to try is to see how much urine fits into my bladder before i explode....so i am now going to pee...have a nice night!

~*~Stefi~*~

Natural hair colour:: pretty dark brown
Eye colour:: green (NOT BROWN NOR GRAY!!!)
Number of siblings:: 3
Glasses/contacts?:: glasses for my nearsightedness
Piercings:: one in each ear (same as nikki)
Tattoos:: nada
Braces?:: yes

FAVOURITE
Colour:: purple
Band:: uhh.....i dunno...prolly....simple plan
Song:: anything disney
Stuffed animal:: nice big soft ones i can squeeze and hug and stuff
Video game:: i dunno...i dont really play video games that much
TV show:: once again i do not know..prolly somethin on disney channel
Movie:: hmm....any classic disney movie...aladdin....little mermaid...beauty and the beast...liion king...etc
Book:: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Food:: corbisiero's apple crumb cake...omg...its soooo good
Game on a cell phone:: uhh....black jack i guess
CD cover:: either pocahontas or lion king
Flower:: tulip
Scent:: vanilla candles in eckerd
Animal:: LLAMAS!!!!!!!!
Comic book:: dont read comic books
Cereal:: dont eat breakfast therefore i dont really eat cereal
Website:: uhmmm....probably nikki's blog....i'm mentioned in it a few times...WHEE!!!
Cartoon:: i dunno.....something on disney channel?

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: yes.....french horn
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: nope
Like to sing?:: mmhm....not that i'm too good but yea
Have a job?:: uhh...i do laundry in my house and get $1 per load :-D
Have a cell phone?:: yea...but only allowed to use it when i'm out only to call home and stuff
Like to play sports?:: NOOOOO
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: kinda....most likely dumping him tonight tho (i'm really really sorry)
Have a crush on someone?:: YES! a very HUGE crush (as many of you know) *coughnikkialexsamcough*
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: yes....in my own world *daydreams in llamaland*
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: uhmm...lemme count...yea....only 5 are plugged in and work and stuff tho...i think there's one more in the basement...making 6
Have any special talents/skills?:: well....like what?
Excercise daily?:: not really....most exercise i get is gym and walking around school...but i do run adn skip a lot if that counts (i have a very high metabolism)
Like school?:: yes...i LOVE school...yet in a few ways i dont...

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: yea! wanna hear?!? lol jk
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: uhmm....hold on *tries it* for the most part yea...but only for a second or two
Speak any other languages?:: Yo hablo español, y tu?
Go a day without food?:: yes...and i've done it for....i've gone for half a week without food
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yep and i have done so
Read music, not just tabs?:: i dont know what you mean by tabs but yea i can read music
Roll your tongue?:: mmmhmm....i'm very talented with my tongue ;-)
Eat a whole pizza?:: i dunno i've never tried

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: never
Cried to get out of trouble?:: most definitely
Gotten lost in your city?:: no....not yet O:-)
Seen a shooting star?:: only in pinocchio(sp?)
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes as a matter of fact i have...ENGLAND!!
Had a serious surgery?:: nu-uh knock on wood *knocks on table*
Stolen something important to someone else?:: not that i can think of
Solved a rubiks cube?:: *takes stickers off and puts them on other squares* YEP! SEE?
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: oh yes...tons of times
Cried over a girl?:: romantically...no...having had my best friend lie to me....yes
Cried over a boy?:: unfortunately yes
Kissed a random stranger?:: probably when i was an infant
Hugged a random stranger?:: same as above
Been in a fist fight?:: uhmm...tehe...yes O:-)
Been arrested?:: in my world yes
Done drugs?:: other than the occassional medicine when i'm sick....no
Had alcohol?:: never
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no...but alex has made me laugh so hard i cried....like today at lunch
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yes...many times
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no but i went to school normal time on the last day of school in 6th grade O:-)
Swore at your parents?:: nope never
Been to warped tour?:: uhh.....no?
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: many times O:-)
Been in love?:: numeroud times....:-/
Been close to love?:: been close to AND in it :-/
Been to a casino ?:: other than in sonic? no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: NO WAY!
Broken a bone?:: nope thank God
Gotten stitches?:: never
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: actually now that you mention it....i think so.....yea i have
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no and i wouldnt want to
Made homemade muffins?:: cupcakes....
Bitten someone?:: tehe....many people many times
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: NOOOO!!! NEITHER!!! I'M SO DEPRIVED!!!!! *cries* :'(
More than 5 times?:: NOOOO!!!!!! *drowns in tears*
Been to niagra falls?:: nu-uh
Burped in someones face?:: nope
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yeserms

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: about a half hour ago
Went to the bathroom:: right when i get home from school...well...a little after that
Saw a movie in theaters:: in the summer....princess diaries 2....with roxy...OMG THERE WERE FRENCH HORNS!! lol roxy
Read a book:: uhh....last friday
Had a snow day:: sometime when it snowed
Had a party:: 6th grade
Had a slumber party:: well....alex was the first and only person to sleep over my house in the summer....but it wasnt exactly a party
Made fun of someone:: uhhh.....probably today sometime
Tripped in front of someone:: i dunno...but i have a very vivid memory of alex pushing me into anthony in the beginning of 7th grade and having my books spread out all across the floor...(i had a crush on anthony at that time)
Went to the grocery store:: few days ago
Got sick:: last month....beginning of this month?

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: depends
Lights on/lights off:: i dunno...depends
TV/movie:: if its disney...movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: i dunno
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankets...you can fold them up anfd make them serve as the purpose of a pillow
Headache/stomach ache:: i dunno...it's like the lesser of two evils....i guess....stomach ache
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: well....my bdays in the winter....and i cant stand the long summers but i like the weather but i guess the winter
Snow/rain:: snow
Fog/misty:: misty
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: both
Boy/girl:: it depends...i dont wanna seem sexist or anything
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: pie...i dont like cake
French toast/french fries:: french fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: uhhh...meaning?
Hugs/kisses:: it depends...:-/
Cookies/muffins:: it depends what type but prolly muffins
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: neither
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: i love em both
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: capris!!
Winter break/spring break:: winter
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clear
Moon/mars:: moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: way too many to count
What are their names?:: well....if you're my friend you know your name!
Do you have a best friend?:: many best friends but my numero uno es aleja....or ally poo...lol alex
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: ----- tehe nikki
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: girl
Have you ever lost a friend?:: mmhm
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: i believe so
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: LITTLE GIRL lol NYLA
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: a few but nothing we couldnt work out
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: i dunno i'm too nice...too many things
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: ohh....too many
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes
What friend have you known the longest?:: uhh....nyla i think
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yeah...
If so, what is it?:: rather not say
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: not incredibly often
Do any of your friends drive?:: yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: not that i know of
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: many things
Have you ever been in love?:: *sigh* scroll up
If you have, with who?:: rather not say
Are you single?:: as of right now....no....in a few hours hopefully yes
Are you in a relationship?:: well if i'm not single...
If so, for how long?:: since september 10th
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yea...i'd just like to find mine...
What is your idea of the best date ?:: i dunno....just being all comfortable and not embarrassed and stuff with whoever it is i'm dating
What was your first kiss like?:: *cough*
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: *COUGH*
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: sometimes yes....but then again....if you say sometimes....than those sometimes wouldnt have been TRUE love now would they?
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: *cough*
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: well...i'm soon to be single hopefully and then it would have been 2
Have you ever been dumped?:: yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:: kinda and i will hopefully soon

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: fuzzy
Hat:: top
Hard:: heavy
Free:: eagle
Space:: cadet
Taste:: ee
Good charlotte:: crap
Red:: brown
Deep:: blue
Heart:: ache
Cord:: less
Cheese:: cake
Rain:: down
Work:: hard
Pedal:: pedestal
Head:: ache
Bed:: warm
Fluff:: ee
Hardcore:: jessiy
Race:: horse
Knife:: back
Jump:: high
I am:: eccentric
want:: him
need:: him
crave:: him
love:: him
hate:: break ups
did:: regret
feel:: love
miss:: grandma
am annoyed by:: the fact that i dunno if he likes me or not
would rather:: him having the same feelings for me as i do for him
am tired of:: not knowing
will always:: love

SILLY STUFF
What time is it now?:: omg! ITS A LITTLE AFTER 8!! i still have projects to do
What day is it?:: monday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: about an hour ago?
How much money do you have right now?:: uhhh......around $5...give or take a few $
Are you hungry?:: now that you mention it yes
Whatcha doin?:: filling this out and daydreaming and IMing people and procrastinating with my 3 or 4 projects that are due 2m
Do you like parades?:: meh...they're okay...annoying to march and play in...when they're homecoming at least
Do you like the moon?:: yea. it's kinda. romantic.
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: pee and then work on my projects
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: sure
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: to make people fall in love
Have you ever had a picnic?:: kinda
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: my sister did and i used it
What about sock em boppers?:: no those things scare me
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: nope....slippers tho

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: for the most part
pretty?:: no way....other than my eyes
sarcastic?:: mmhm
lazy?:: *is currently procrastinating*
hyper?:: OH YEA!
friendly?:: mmhm
evil?:: when i want to be >:D
smart?:: james says i'm a genious :-D
strong?:: sorta....kinda....i guess so
talented?:: in what?
dorky?:: OF COURSE!!

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: as long as there are no hijackers....for
war:: against
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music :: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys :: for/against
parents:: for
cars:: for/against
killing:: against/for(death sentence)
britney spears:: uhmm...no comment
coffee:: against
pants:: depends what the weather is like

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: most likely no
Play strip poker?:: uhhh no
Run away?:: prolly not
Curse at a teacher?:: neva
Not take a shower for a week?:: ewie
Ask someone out?:: well....i've done so before...thru a poem...that he ripped up and then said no...
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: it depends....if its little white lies that dont matter...sure...if its for the right reasons
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: most likely
Go scuba diving?:: possibly
Write a book?:: have already done so
Become a rockstar?:: if i'm not mistaken rockstars have to sing good
Have casual sex?:: no way

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: straight line stuff....PFFT!
What kind of computer do you have?:: HP Pavilion a710n
What grade are you in?:: 8
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: if they're my friends...
Or just make out?:: *cough*
How many posters do you have in your room?:: well....two that are mine...many certificates...and the rest is my sisters
How many cds do you have?:: not sure
What time is it now?:: 8:30

ADIOS!

~*~Stefi~*~

i typed the whole thing out nice and neat for you gayness 2 *cough*